When you're young and looking for love , some tend to find theirs at young age and end up with them in the end , highschool sweethearts m childhood sweethearts or even family friend sweetheart? o.O . When i started out having relationships i never really thought how if i wanted to have a serious one with them or not. Having a young mind can really be make you do silly things.
I have had 4 serious relationships throughout my dating life, one i went out with 3 times but in the end , i saw that it wasnt going to work out . Second she was too confined of herself and would never really let me like know her. Third our lives were too different and also although it doesnt bother me , but it bothered her was distance. Lastly was my last ex , which i can really say that i was blind. Throughout our relationship i couldnt take her sometimes .. and i would never feel like that with anyone . She was too ugh , and i gave up alot for her, which yes was stupid. I didnt tell myself that i wanted a serious one with her also , because i was really unsure.
The girl that i am with now , Nicole Lee . The next wonder of the world in my eyes , the girl that i am totally into and in love with. She has got me wanting her so bad , so bad that i want to have the most serious relationship with... I dont want to scare her though making her think like 'omg what you want my babies now?! IM TOO YOUNG' and stuff like that LOL .
I want to be with her , i want to end up with her.. I want her to be sleeping next to me every night and waking up each morning with me feeding her food in bed or something =D .
I am currently working hard so i can save up to pay off my uni fee's in which my good friend helped me out with, and omg i have pile up phone bills to pay like fml . i have atleast another $600 to pay off T_T . I want to save up to go on a holiday with her and some mates, it would be the first time that i get to go with my friends! and my loved one. It would be very interesting to see how we would be being together literally 24/7 =) . Everyday i think to myself , man you are so so so in love with that girl you should just make a career out of it LOL , im weird.
Anyway gonna stop here for now
NO NO NO NO TOMORROWWWW
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