Sigh , such a tiring day today , never do i want to do deliveries again! such a shitty ass mood being put on delivery. It was hot and it was smelly inside the ute , then i had to find these places that dont even exist on the gps yet or the map book i had. Some places didnt even have the right names of their own business. Then i had to meet a customer halfway at an intersection just to drop off their package. I feel like quitting , but i need this job to pay for my bills . Working hard all week then poof its all gone.
How can i make her believe me that i would never ever go back to that monster ? I really feel like dropping out of CS now , it'd make my life easier as well as hers. Thankfully i didnt get top 4 , with those people i dont think i would even be motivated one bit. I just want her to know that i only love her , that shes the only girl that i want to be with , that the rest dont matter to me , especially her. sigh just give me some guidance for me to show her that so she wont have anymore worries.. i missed her so much today after a rough day at work that it made me teary .. and thats NEVER happened before . Ever .
.......................................( ' < - - - - - its pacman
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