Boom!

Been a while since i last blogged =x , been too busy and tired from work ><. The past few days when i got to hang out with her was awesome!!! We went to the zoo ! although it was pretty late and we didnt sneak in =[ lol cheap asian i am! It was great to go to the zoo with my baby , shes really scared of the dark hahaha . Now i want those mini monkeys that she showed me that fits on your finger LOL hell cool monkeys!! I could use it as a personal alarm or something o_O .

On Monday i went over to spend more time with her and ended up sleeping from 10ish till like 3ish or so LOL we are hell sleeping beauties aye =D . THEN we went shopping and made Chilli Cheesee Hot Dogss!!! and a semi fail Kit Kat milkshake... LOL =.= , Well i liked it anyway but kinda too sweet =x . The chilli cheese hot dog was yummy! but i wanted more cheese =[ MORE CHEEEEEESE!! Mmmmm.

Oh! and guess what ? Mum said she wants to take the old car to work coz she dont want to dirty the new one hahaha so im driving it now =D Mazda 2 Hatchback with 190kms on it current. I also got this new 'job' which is just picking up this white guy and dropping him off at the bus station and i get 20 bucks for the week to help with fuel. Its alright since its like a 2minute drive literally.. hahaha but omg this morning i find out hes some bogan and fuck he smells like smoke all over T_T . Im gonna hell spray my car zzzzz Im trying to find weekend jobs and night jobs now to make the extra cash so i can go on holiday with my one and only favourite girl , My Mu-Most beautiful girl Nicole Leee =) *inserrts picture* i am still yet to learn how to use this blogpost thing ... oh and yeah im sick FML.

Mhmm

"I hate stupid misconceived qualities of males that females want because they read stuff from other females who have boyfriends that suck"
- Dpryde , November 23rd , 2011

Blink !

Today at work wasnt as bad ! Did all my delivery runs pretty quick =) . Sigh im gonna be so broke for the next 2 weeks with paying my bills off T_T its like 2 weeks worth of work .. GONE just like that , in a blink of an eye BAM! . But afterwards ill have money to save! Not too sure of whats happening for the Holiday in Feb , but i really want to go with my baby =[ Thinking about being with her like 24/7 for a few days i wonder what it'd be like. Will we pick up each others habits or like notice something that we havent before? Well i pretty much do see her everyday but not lately because of work ><.

I just want to go and kidnap her RIGHT NOW and go watch the first screening of Twilight Breaking Daw Part 1 !  Gonna have to starve tomorrow or like wake up early to make lunch T_T . My eyes are kinda getting better =x Sigh i really do wish just to lie next to you and just watch you play your tiny towers game . I love snuggling up into your neck and just sleep like a piggy . Its just so damn comfy to sleep with you >.< . When i miss you i kiss the necklace you got for me on my birthday and i always fiddle with it at work , just like how i like playing with your hands =)

and LOL at work today i went to chuck a shit in the staffs toilet and like someone else came in and got into the other cubicle and then like RELEASED HIS LITERAL SHIT LOLOL . it was like a beatbox machine bruuuuu hella crazy and i tried so hard to keep it in ! i even like slow motion just trying to put tissue up my nose coz daymmm boy he stank!! LOL then after a short pause i heard like a stream of piss... Marvelous LOL . Then i got out the back way instead of going through the office coz then the person might be like O SHIT HE WAS IN THERE?! LOL

Ok the end =)

Dot

Sigh , such a tiring day today , never do i want to do deliveries again! such a shitty ass mood being put on delivery. It was hot and it was smelly inside the ute , then i had to find these places that dont even exist on the gps yet or the map book i had. Some places didnt even have the right names of their own business. Then i had to meet a customer halfway at an intersection just to drop off their package. I feel like quitting , but i need this job to pay for my bills . Working hard all week then poof its all gone.

How can i make her believe me that i would never ever go back to that monster ?  I really feel like dropping out of CS now , it'd make my life easier as well as hers. Thankfully i didnt get top 4 , with those people i dont think i would even be motivated one bit. I just want her to know that i only love her , that shes the only girl that i want to be with , that the rest dont matter to me , especially her. sigh just give me some guidance for me to show her that so she wont have anymore worries.. i missed her so much today after a rough day at work that it made me teary .. and thats NEVER happened before . Ever . 

.......................................(  ' < - - - - -    its pacman

Embrace

You meet thousands of people, and none of them really touches you like that specific person.When you meet that one person and your life is changed

forever

Look how you caught my heart ... Its never happened before

I'll take a life time sentence with your love
Let me be your prisoner
Dont let me go..
Stay with me don't disappear
within these walls
You can be the white 

I can be the black (lol)
You can be jill
I can be jack
When you look at me
Everything feels so right just on track

I love you.

Laughter

I havent laughed this much with anyone before , till my abs hurt and my chest pumpin. Today with her is the life i want . Being silly to each other and doing stupid funny things. We took such funny photoes today that i almost feel sorry for her for being with an ugly bf LOLOL . She ALWAYS puts a smile on my face =) on a side not , my right wrist and foot is hurting again! sigh should really get it checked out next week >_< and gotta start getting fit again! just did the mx100 challenge , n usually i can do 5 sets but i was exhausted barely doing 3 >_< and my arm strength has like dissapeareed T_T .

Mooodyy

Today I had a dance performance for the BAM Benfits Concert fundraising event! It was a long day from getting woken up at 10am by Jamie . He then came over and then i went to pick up baby and jonathan. Afterwards i dropped my sister off along with babe so they can both bond n shop lol. During practise session i just got so annoyed at jamie , just the way he was it was like sooo frustrating! When we performed i made a little mistake which then he kept baggin me for it , like ffs you make mistakes too , you dont hear us bagging you all day. Sigh crazy day , also nearly got into a car crash .. i wasnt focusing and my eyes were a blurr >_< . Felt hell down until i got to finally spend time with my baby , her laughter and funniness cheered me up alot =)

Im not looking forward to tomorrow but te same time i am. The only reason im not looking forward to it is because after tomorrow is Tuesday. T_T that means 4 days of work sighhh!! = more dust T_T but i need to work so i can pay off my bills zzz life is gayy , but theres that one person that makes it straight <3

Promise

A short quick note , I have never really thought about this seriously with someone before . Even though we are both still young, our emotions are strong and time couldnt question it. I really do want to in years time , be the one beside you , on my knee holding your hand and asking that one question that would make me the most happiest guy and with that moment in place would be one truely , the ultimate blissfulness (is that a word? well now it is!) , I love you and i promise you with my deepest feelings.

Sreeep

havent been able to sleep much coz i keep eating food at night .. dang it even a few days ago goin to the gym fuaaa was SO OUT OF IT!! T_T

Sweeeet

When you're young and looking for love , some tend to find theirs at young age and end up with them in the end , highschool sweethearts m childhood sweethearts or even family friend sweetheart? o.O . When i started out having relationships i never really thought how if i wanted to have a serious one with them or not. Having a young mind can really be make you do silly things.

I have had 4 serious relationships throughout my dating life, one i went out with 3 times but in the end , i saw that it wasnt going to work out . Second she was too confined of herself and would never really let me like know her. Third our lives were too different and also although it doesnt bother me , but it bothered her was distance. Lastly was my last ex , which i can really say that i was blind. Throughout our relationship i couldnt take her sometimes .. and i would never feel like that with anyone . She was too ugh , and i gave up alot for her, which yes was stupid. I didnt tell myself that i wanted a serious one with her also , because i was really unsure.

The girl that i am with now , Nicole Lee  . The next wonder of the world in my eyes , the girl that i am totally into and in love with. She has got me wanting her so bad , so bad that i want to have the most serious relationship with... I dont want to scare her though making her think like 'omg what you want my babies now?! IM TOO YOUNG' and stuff like that LOL .

I want to be with her , i want to end up with her.. I want her to be sleeping next to me every night and waking up each morning with me feeding her food in bed or something =D  .
I am currently working hard so i can save up to pay off my uni fee's in which my good friend helped me out with, and omg i have pile up phone bills to pay like fml . i have atleast another $600 to pay off T_T . I want to save up to go on a holiday with her and some mates, it would be the first time that i get to go with my friends! and my loved one. It would be very interesting to see how we would be being together literally 24/7 =) . Everyday i think to myself , man you are so so so in love with that girl you should just make a career out of it LOL , im weird.

Anyway gonna stop here for now

NO NO NO NO TOMORROWWWW

Nicole Minchee Lee

This one girl that i fell in love with , the one girl that i never thougt that she would be my girlfriend, friend, best friend , and lover. She really has got me deeply in love with her .. I feel soooo comfortable around her =x Im not good at expressing myself lately but ill attempt to as i will now try and blog more!!! lol i feel like a retard..

I love her so much

Simply put

Shes my angel . xoxo

Starting something new =x

First time blogging =s , thought that this might help me reflect myself to what i do and what i talk and think to myself about lol .